Coming Face to Face with Jealousy

CURRENTLY PLAYING: "BIG GIRLS CRY" - SIA 

Putting up a facade when deep inside you're broken into pieces in front of the world is the hardest thing to live through. Going through a breakup with someone you genuinely had/have feelings for is the hardest thing in life we all wish we can erase. Why do people choose to break someone's heart? Why are there evil people in the world who don't care about other's feelings whatsoever? The only answer to all of this is to "SIMPLY" move on, right? 

The first few days after a breakup are the hardest. No, I take that back, the first hours after a breakup is like sitting under a hot scorching sun; equivalent to HELL. A lot of things are running through your mind; Will we ever get back together? Can we remain friends? What if he/she moves on to someone better? or even the biggest question of them all, Is he/she going to have SEX right away? 

The Beginning of a New Era

BACK BUT NOT HALFWAY...

There comes a time in a person's life where they must contemplate their thoughts and let it out in written format. However, I have a lot of thoughts, questions as well as answers I need to express to you all. I've decided to give a certain self evaluation needed space on my blog for myself as an outlet to express some of the things on my mind: what's bothering me, ideas, advice and stories. 

Some of you only are familiar with me through my blog (Entertainment) and some of you know me personally. You might have questions as to where have I been?, what have I been up to? and most importantly why haven't I been blogging lately?. The question that I frequently get asked is do I still blog?. The answer to that is, YES! I still blog (THANK YOU ALL WHO SHOW SUPPORT). I had to take a step back to focus on my senior year of college (Which I completed this past May). As to why didn't I come back? I won't give you an answer just yet. 

Which is why I decided to start a journal/blog portion on my website. I'm stuck between calling my site a blog or not. I purchased a domain, it is a place where I post entertainment stories, I generally feel like I am entitled to call it my website. This here journal portion will be a reflection of who I really am as a person. Not a lot of people really know me as a human being, they just know me based on how I portray myself on the outside. TRUST ME there is a fine thick layer between who I really am and what you really see. 

Each week I'll write a journal entry and by doing so it will unfold to the person I really am. I am caring, silly, serious, emotional, loving, a friend, a lover, an aspiring singer/actor, blogger, writer, reader, as well as a huge supporter. Most importantly, I LOVE MYSELF. 

UNTIL NEXT TIME...

New Music: KeKe Wyatt "Lie Under You"

THIS GIRL SANGS HER FACE OFF!!!!

TVONE's R&B Divas starlet KeKe Wyatt released an EP titled 'Ke'Ke'',last month debuting a new sound than her normal safe R&B sound. This new sound is a R&B/Pop crossover. If you followed KeKe Wyatt since the early 2000's, then you know this woman with an incredible voice for the GODS and BEYOND! If you're not familiar with KeKe Wyatt, then I suggest you open a YouTube tab and get your life!!! 

Anywho, one song that made it's way to the forefront of the EP as it's leading single is "Lie Under You". The song is a romantic love song, where KeKe serenades to her loved one on how much she loves him. The song doesn't have a video to it, but I'm pretty sure there will be one soon. KeKe Wyatt's 'Ke'Ke'' is available for purchase on iTunes, I suggest you download your own copy and hear this angel's voice. Did I mention it's only $4.95!!!! 

Listen Below

'BRAXTON FAMILY VALUES' SEASON 4 TRAILER [VIDEO]

THEY ARE BACK...WITH TONS OF DRAMA!!! 

From their first big on screen fight, I thought reality tv for the Braxton family wasn't such a good idea. I actually had empathy for the family and I suggested as amazing the ratings have been for the show, however the plug needs to be pulled. America's favorite African-American musical family shouldn't be seen bickering and arguing over fame, divorce, egos, infidelity, resentment and so on. 

After doing tons of press, the Braxton family expressed the issues seen on the show happens to everyone in a family, big or small. After watching seasons 2 and 3, I changed my mind and said "okay they're correct" as they all worked to mend their bitterness towards one another. The issues on the show couldn't be made up if WEtv wanted to script it. BFV is absolutely 100% REAL!

As season 4 readies its premiere this August, I'm going back to my original decision to put a halt on the hit WEtv reality show 'Braxton Family Values'. This season seems to be the most EXPLOSIVE season they've ever filmed. In the sneak peek trailers we see the feud between Traci and Tamar still lagging on, the sisters sitting down discussing their joint family album, Traci threatening to press charges on somebody, Towanda releases furious anger as she breaks wine glasses and Tamar painfully stating this will be her last scene and season of BFV. 

DONT BELIEVE ME? JUST WATCH!

Beyoncé- 'Self-Titled' PART 4. LIBERATION

After the BIG SURPRISE Beyoncé gave us last year 12.13.2013 with releasing her fifth self titled album on iTunes only, the ENTERTAINMENT ICON also known as KING BEY has been releasing a series of videos that lets us in on Beyoncé; the Singer, Performer, Mother, Wife,Person and ARTIST. Beyoncé's videos gives us behind the scenes footage as well as interview on the release and creation of her platinum selling new album 'BEYONCÉ' as it became one of iTunes fastest selling albums to date. 

In PART 4. LIBERATION, Beyoncé talks about the graphic song on the album "PARTITION". A track that invites fans and listeners to the seductive sounds of Beyoncé sexually engaging in acts with her husband rapper, JAY Z. With such lines such as "HE POPPED ALL MY BUTTONSAND HE RIPPED MY BLOUSEHE MONICA LUWINSKI’D ALL ON MY GOWN...", Beyoncé raised eyebrows to critics saying this has never been heard and done by the DIVA herself. In the video, Beyoncé tells us how she never played the track for her mother, Tina Knowles. 

TAKE A LOOK:

Missed PARTS 1, 2 & 3? Catch Up After The Jump

GUEST BLOGGER: Adam & Eve "A Guide To Gifts In A New Relationship"

New relationships can be complicated for a number of different reasons, but one of the little things that tends to cause a great deal of stress is gift exchange. Giving a gift to a significant other always feels like risky business, as even a perfectly thoughtful, loving gesture is always subject to judgment and comparison. Are you getting too big a gift too soon? Will he/she get you a significantly bigger or smaller gift? And when is the right time for the sort of gift that signifies your long term commitment? These are questions we all wrestle with in new and growing relationships.

Unfortunately, there are no concrete answers to these questions, as each relationship, and each gift, is different. But in this post we'll try to provide at least a loose guide on some popular gift ideas.

New Music: $incere - 'Fourth Quarter Slaughter'

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I first introduced you all to the New Jersey native/Texas rapping phenom $incere back in May of 2013 when he released his first single "$trippers" feat. Levy. There after, $incere has been in the studio, producing and writing his own songs for the release of his latest mixtape 'Fourth Quarter Slaughter'. $incere is bringing back real hip-hop vibes and sounds as he raps over mellow beats with unforgettable bars. We can't forget about the #turnup tracks neither! $incere continues to musically please all ears. 

DOWNLOAD THE MIXTAPE [FOURTH QUARTER SLAUGHTER]

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Chelsea Handler's Twins Fathered By 50 Cent?!

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WHO KNOWS?! For sure who fathered E!'s comedian/host Chelsea Handler's (Chelsea Lately) adorable African-American twins she posted on her FaceBook page. Could it have been with the notorious rapper she once casually dated two years ago, 50 Cent? Well I think we just might have our answer.

R.I.P James Avery - Passes Away At 65

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The loving man we let inside of our homes, whom we called 'Uncle Phil' on the 90s sitcom The Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air, James Avery passed away New Year's Eve, December 31, 2013. TMZ retrieved information Avery suffered complications undergoing a recent open heart surgery which caused his death. Other reports confirms Avery passed away from a long term illness, he has had for quite some while. 

The Atlantic City, New Jersey native became a very popular actor for his role in the Will Smith produced 90s sitcom The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, where he played the stern, intolerant but loving Uncle Phil. Alfonso Ribeiro, who played his son Carlton on the show tweeted the following: 

I'm deeply saddened to say that James Avery has passed away. He was a second father to me. I will miss him greatly. pic.twitter.com/UrW0EeBFbO
— Alfonso Ribeiro (@alfonso_ribeiro) January 1, 2014

 We All Will Miss Our 'UNCLE PHIL', May He Rest In Peace & His Close Family Find Happiness Amongst This Sad Time. 

Beyonce "Grown Woman" Video [Sneak Peek]

Beyonce always seems to send the internet in a frenzy when new material of her's leaks or releases. Moments ago a short snippet of what appears to be the actual visual for Beyonce's PEPSI unreleased single "Grown Woman" hit the internet. For months now, fans have patiently awaited a video for the single as well as an official release on iTunes. Still, Bey has managed to keep hum about the new songs and album that was said to be released this year. 

The 1:20 second video clip shows Beyonce in frames of what seems to be a pixilated and futuristic environment dancing with background dancers doing african elated movement. No word has been said if Beyonce released this snipper herself, but most likely it seems to be leaked or a teaser. We shall see in the coming weeks or near year. 

Check Out The Video After The Jump!

Can You Guess Who Showed Up To Beyoncè's VEGAS Concert?!

HINT: She was apart of the biggest selling girl group of all time; greater than THE SUPREMES!

CAN YOU GUESS WHO SHE IS?

New Music - Britney Spears "WORK BITCH"

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"I make the governor, call me the governor, I am the bad bitch, the bitch that you'll never know..."

Seems as if fans couldn't get their hands on the new long awaited single from Britney Spears. The pop princess was forced to release her new single produced by Will.I.Am "Work Bitch", a day early upon it's original release to radio airwaves. The new track serves as Britney's leading single for her upcoming 8th album which has also been produced by Will.I.Am. 

The two together create some dance music magic, Will.I.Am first collaborated with Britney on her song "Big Fat Bass" off her previous multi-platinum album Femme Fatale (2011). Then to continue their amazing collabo, Spears hopped on the club banger "Scream & Shout" that followed a remix of an all A-List feature of hip-hop rappers such as Diddy, Hit-Boy, Waka Flocka Flame and Lil' Wayne. 

"Work Bitch" is a very uptempo dance song way different from any Britney Spears song we've heard in her career. Giving me a bit of "Break The Ice" with a NYFW runway tease. It's much less singing and more vocal talking, but I mean Britney is no stranger to talking to tracks it's what she's now doing, but we continue to show love and support for the pop princess. It doesn't matter what type of song Britney Spears will come out with, I'm pretty sure it'll sky rocket to number one! 

Listen To "Work Bitch" Below: 

"Work Bitch" will be available on iTunes & radio airplay 9/16/13 

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Britney's online countdown will reveal something EXCITING!

Now The Question Is, Who's Fall Pop Song Are You Feeling, Lady Gaga's "Applause", Katy Perry's "Roar" or Britney Spears's "Work Bitch" ? 

'The Mrs. Carter Show World Tour' Rio de Janeiro [Full Concert]

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If you didn't know already, KING BEY still embarks on her world tour to support the success of her 2011 4th album entitled '4'. The world renown entertainer is now taking over South America, where last night seems like she performed for millions of Rio de Janeiro fans to celebrate Brazil's Rock in Rio: Multishow. 

Beyoncè will end touring later this year and there's been buzz that she will be releasing her 5th studio album sometime this November with a leading single "XO" to be released anytime now. But for now, if you can't afford or have missed Beyoncè in a city near, you can no watch 'The Mrs. Carter Show World Tour' in it's entirety held in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. 

Mixtape: Dezzy Breezy 'K.I.D. (King In Disguise) Mixtape'

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!! 

Dezzy Breezy is back with an all new mixtape 'K.i.D. (King in Disguise)' which is the followup to his debut mixtape 'Deadman Wonderland' which was released earlier this year. The lead single for 'K.I.D.' is the summer independent #twerk banger "Got Ass" featuring Mane. 

'K.i.D. (King in Disguise)' differs from his first mixtape due to the fact it's not much darker as 'Deadman Wonderland'. Actually only because this new mixtape is a #turnup party record. Dezzy Brezzy has been a constant unsigned artist working hard non stop releasing music in hopes of getting his hands on a major recording deal. 

I'm pretty sure Dez will make it known you know who he is before he decides to retire. Dezzy Breezy always had a different sound when it comes to music as well as rap style. To add, this mixtape has some of the greatest features so you're ears are in for a treat. 

I must say every time I hear a new song from him, it sounds different than his previous music. Dezzy Brezzy knows how to set the bar high for himself. If you're the type of person who loves to listen to unsigned artists who rap and creates outstandingly creative music, I suggest you download this mixtape right now! 

Stream & Download 'K.i.D. (King in Disguise)'

Make Sure You Stay Connected With Dezzy Breezy Via The Following: 

Facebook:Dezzy Breezy 

Twitter: @dezzybreezy

Instagram: @envymyvision

#ShowSupport #RT #Share #Download #Batgang #KingVision

TURN DOWN FOR WHAT?!

The title def speaks for itself!!! Here's a video I edited last night of my best friend LaTisha & myself when we were bored at 3AM last month... YOLO!!!

PhotoBooth Boredom

I get very bored easily at home, so when i'm antsy I literally hop on PhotoBooth and start taking silly fun pictures with outrageous effects. Out of all the web cam laptops i've had, I must say the MacBook Pro has one of the best photo applications to date. 

I know there are other Mac photo applications, but I'm jus so used to PhotoBooth; if there are others you use, let me know which ones and i'll be sure to try those different effects.

#FlashWednesday LongIslandFlash "Wussup Wussup"

"Little Rihanna's All They See Is Dolla Signs, Hit These Hoes With A Curve That's A Comma Sign..."

AND HE'S BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER!!!! The moment we've all been waiting for is officially here! Check out the new track from Long Island native rapper LongIslandFlash with "Wussup Wussup". This song officially gets 5 out of 5 stars from me!!! 

"Wussup Wussup" produced by AzBeats is a set in stone new type of sound previous than what LongIslandFlash had been recording before. I guess this long awaited break was needed in order for him to be inspired to create a new sound and put out something different. 

Listen To "Wussup Wussup" Below: 

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This is just the beginning to a new era of music by LongIslandFlash. Until the release of his EP coming 2014, he plans on releasing a new track on the 20th of each month. Who know's what other hot songs LongIslandFlash has up his sleeve, it may even be a hot collabo that brings West Palm Beach and Long Island together! 

If You're Feeling This Song & Rapper LongIslandFlash Please Show Support By Connecting With Him Via The Following: 

FaceBook: LongIslandFlash

Twitter: @LongIslandFlash

Instagram: LongIslandFlash

YouTube: LongIslandFlash

Soundcloud: LongIslandFlash

The Breakfast Club: K. Michelle [Interview]

K. Michelle Stops By Power 105.1's The Breakfast Club 8.14.13

K. Michelle Told Mona Scott Young, She's Not Filming With The Cast Of Love & Hip-Hop: New York Because...

Yesterday was the release of K. Michelle's debut album 'Rebellious Soul' and on the promotion circuit she stopped by Power 105.1's The Breakfast Club with DJ Envy, Charlamagne the God and Angela Yee as she talked label politics, not being taken serious, her new relationship with a NBA player, her 'HOT POCKET' as well as dishing on why she decided not to film with the cast of 'Love & Hip-Hop: New York' but will appear on the new upcoming season as well as her own reality show in the works. 

'Rebellious Soul' Is In Stores Now! 

Amazon

iTunes

Best Buy (Deluxe Edition)

Kevin Hart's Response To Kendrick Lamar's "Control" Verse [Video]

Kevin Hart Ain't Worried Bout Nothin' ... Could Be The Next KONY?! 

In the midst of all the Hip-Hop hoopla buzz surrounding a bonus track Big Sean dropped yesterday which featured an ill verse from hip hop newbie Kendrick Lamar in which he named dropped some of the top rappers in the Hip-Hop industry. The now talked about track "Control" featured Kendrick Lamar challenging those rappers who he named in taking their status and making them irrelevant in the industry as well as dubbing himself the new KING OF NEW YORK. For the full story on "Control" please head on over to US Magazine.

Meanwhile, while all of Hip-Hop is going in the studio laying their responses to Kendrick Lamar, another entertainment money maker, but known for making his money being a comedian and actor decided to take heed and join the battle. YES! Kevin Hart has decided to respond to the Kendrick Lamar verse and as serious as Kevin might think he is, we can't help but laugh! 

Check Out Kevin Hart's Response: 

Do You Think Kendrick Should Be Threatened By Kevin's Response?

Listen To "Control" After The Jump.

Coming Soon LongIslandFlash "Wussup Wussup"

Photo Cred: LongIslandFlash Instagram

He's Making A Comeback !!! 

Remember when in 2011 when I introduced you all to Long Island, New York native rapper Christopher Brutus who goes by the name LongIslandFlash? If you don't remember or never heard of him then I suggest you click here.

The rapper has jumped out the rapping scene to handle business which took a bit longer than expected. Making a big move from New York down to West Palm Beach, Florida can be a bit stressful as well as tedious. Back when Flash was on his grind, every Wednesday he would post a new freestyle/song he had written himself, whether it be rapping on an artist's track or an original song of his own. 

LongIslandFlash IS BACK! This coming Wednesday, the dope young rising rapper is releasing his new single "Wussup Wussup" as a part of his incomparable #FlashWednesday movement. Flash has assured me he has a new sound that will blow everyone away and this time he is here to stay! 

As a fan and follower of LongIslandFlash, I will premiere with you all the new single from Flash this coming Wednesday at 4:20 PM. Be sure to hit every social networking site with hashtag #FlashWednesday #WussupWussup !

Until Then, Check Out LongIslandFlash's "I'm On One" Music Video

Stay Connected With LongIslandFlash Via The Following: 

FaceBook: LongIslandFlash

Twitter: @LongIslandFlash

Instagram: LongIslandFlash

YouTube: LongIslandFlash